Silver Negus
Group: Members
Posts: 357
Joined: Sep. 2007 |
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Posted: Dec. 16 2009, 06:18 |
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Quote (Scatterplot @ Dec. 15 2009, 15:00) | Dear ex member 419....in another thread I felt somewhat insulted, or more accurately belittled by your "well intentioned" post. I grimace while others smile is a very ugly and sad concept. While it may be true, it is no different from reminding a retarded person that they cannot think like others can. While well intentioned, you publicly tell I am a sad and melancholy man with no social convoy. True I have none, all dead. But that is best left buried. My pain is mine to share if I want to. Not yours to share for me publicly. Perhaps it was a mistake on my part to share my history of death here at all. I was thinking about deleting myself from Tube-net permanantly as I have no desire to be thought of as a man without a country or social convoy. I'm almost 50 and alive despite what some bastards said that I won't make it this far. I did. My thoughts can only be conveyed by Mike Pinder: I'm a melancholy man, that's what I am, All the world surrounds me, and my feet are on the ground. I'm a very lonely man, doing what I can, All the world astounds me and I think I understand That we're going to keep growing, wait and see.
When all the stars are falling down Into the sea and on the ground, And angry voices carry on the wind, A beam of light will fill your head And you'll remember what's been said By all the good men this world's ever known. Another man is what you'll see, Who looks like you and looks like me, And yet somehow he will not feel the same, His life caught up in misery, he doesn't think like you and me, 'Cause he can't see what you and I can see. These concepts are very true and Mr. Pinder worded them well. But......if you are a "Melancholy Man" it is best you learn to hide it well. Socially, in business, at work, and now, on the internet. Do not share loss or pain publicly. You may lose more than you think.......Food for thought..... Jim |
Jim I dont know what happened but dont be put off by peoples natural ignorance for things they perhaps dont understand, hun or maybe cant relate to as well as yourself. We can all have misconceptions. I know its hard and for what its worth I do know what you are talking about.
Chin up otherwise I may have to put up a sexy avatar on here! lol x
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